Day 11.757

Thought the misery woud have passed by now but...NO!
Seems like I have a productive year ahead in terms of blogging.

Why is it that I rather drown in my misery than lift myself out of it?

Take this morning for example:
I turn the radio on and of course its playing the most uplifting song a monday morning has ever heard: ‚Nothing compares to U’
And instead of turning the radio off immediately, I sit down and start shedding tears.
According to a study of over 300 adults, on average, men cry once every month, and women cry at least five times per month.
It’s only the18th but I guess I have completed my lot!

And why?!
Well.. partly I blame the fucking misery outside.
I haven’t seen a ray of light in the last four weeks. Seems like the sun has disappeared.
Thinking of buying one of these light therapy products and maybe some 'Nature Sound System': Waterfalls, Whales...hell, maybe even frogs... (even though I cant stand them)
I wish it would rain! But it doesn’t .
It does nothing! Berlin is in limbo! Berlin is fuckin’ grey.
Wim Wenders ‚Der Himmel über Berlin’ should have been called ‚ just 'GREY!'