KW 12/23

KW 11/23

 "I'm going to the bathroom to (read)." Apparently theses were Elvis' last words, addressed to his fiancee at his mansion in Graceland ...aka DISgraceland. Whether alone or in a relationship I find the accompanying visual a little disturbing: My tainted corpse, slumped together on the toilet, pants down... as eternal freeze frame is certainly anything but dignified. I wanna scream "Cut" and redirect the scene. But unfortunately I have no further say in this after I took my final breath.
I guess, one can only pray for a decent "partner in crime", who will take the matter extremely serious and has an exuberant instinct for grace. After all "the call for nature" isn't called a NEED (Notdurft) for nothing. Also the term "till death do us part" takes on a much deeper meaning with this knowledge in mind.

KW 10/23

Just B-R-E-A-T-H-E... - god, this is f***ing bollocks! Do you have any idea what happened this week??? Well, let me paint you a picture: Dark, darker, the darkest...24/7 - freeze frame. TOO MUCH reality!!! Apparently the front-row of my ghost train went through hell and caught fire - changing the setting from "Somewhere over the rainbow" to "Apocalypse now"
Naturally, I am obliged to spare any body (whoever reads this) the details, as this motion picture is lightyears beyond an average FSK.
I just asked myself a kabillion times this week: "GOD!!! DAMN IT!!! WHERE R U?????? WHAT NOW????!!! I am slowly but surely losing my temper. How long is this purgatory gonna last?? How about a solution... or... at least some guidance on how to handle this... STATE??? May I suggest you offer a workshop??? Or... a coaching on "HOW to make Waterloo water-proof"?

Hellooooooo?!?! (Knock, knock, knocking on heaven's door) Anybody home????? This is an Emergency!!!
OMG, I really can not believe that you can't be asked. U R so GOD DAMN lazy!!! Or maybe... you are still asleep...since that sunday you decided to fuck off.
However, you GHOSTING me is unacceptable and until you decide to hit me back, I ll take matter in my own hands. Yes, I will! And I'll start right NOW:
Right...what do I need for a block-buster comedy this planet has not encountered yet?

First and foremost: LIGHT!!!! Where the hell is the god damn sun? And I don't mean a tiny dim spark of an old match but: the strongest FLOODLIGHT available on the market. (Note to self: Fire Lucifer and look for a new lighting director) I can already picture it in front of me: Turned on it'll shine so bright, it will melt all evil to ground zero.
Oh yes!!! Just gotta find the GOD DAMN light!!! Until then: Keep calm and ... B-R-E-A-T-H-E

KW 09/23

Source Code: Malfunction. However: Gotta get up, gotta get out, gotta ... post some THING and I will.. even if the AI is trying its best to annoy the hell out of me. Update failed, update now, battery almost empty... will shut down any time soon..if not applied to (the umbilical cord of the matrix). Wheel of doom spinning endlessly, push news... hitting me on the head like hailstones... - seems like the system is gradually losing its temper with me. 
This is ridiculous! Hello? Hello. Please log in... enter your ID. I'm sorry... I have no proof of identity but I can ensure you.. I AM. Please enter your name? ..I am sorry, which one since I got loooooooooooads.  Who do you think you are? Some kind of superstar?..or..a dimwitted idiot? Well... if you really wanna know...I am a kwark! An elementary particle with an autoimmun defense mechanism: a depersonalization disorder. I can switch conditions before you name it. You will probably never get me ever, you know?! I m sorry. This is not a fair play/fight. One has to face the truth when its hopeless. I don't know how much longer I can bare it sometimes. At times it can get very lonely in VOID. No one to speak to, no one to play with..no one to TOUCH. And the chances the chances that somebody gets here... still dim. Current navigation system useless. No piegonholing. no pattern, no CODE applies here. Do you get me? I am an elementary particle. H-E-L-L-O (No answer) It doesn't make sense to fight. Guess the wiser head gives in...