Day 12172

This morning I got terribly annoyed by the weather man. I don’t know if I can bare it any longer to hear about the weather -  GOOD weather in particular.
Is it me or is everyone just freaking out about sunshiiiiiiiiiine?
All these high hopes and optimism automatically generated when it comes to the subject of ‚good weather’ make me sick!
Are we super happy today? Yeah! Of course we are! The weather is/was/is going to be GRRRRRRRRRRREAT...- What else do we need? – Nothing!
Could anyone ever cope if it rained 365 days a year?

It might well be that I suffer from weather phobia. Apparently its a condition, where the prospect of ‚bad’ weather  (in my case good=bad weather) makes your heart pound, head spin and palms sweat.
The weatherman says: Everything is GRRRRRRRRRRREAT! Spring is coming, its getting warm(er), even hot! The sun is shining – the birds are singing - the days are getting longer - Yeahhhhhhhh!
I wanna scream: FUCK that!  You be happy! I am only interested in the next thunderstorm.
Or...Hold on! Am I a vampire?

Physical characteristics of a vampire:

• Pale skin
• Sensitivity to sunlight
• nocturnal nature: prefering nighttime over daytime
• Eye color changing with mood or for no apparent reason
• Heightened senses
• Quick reflexes (definitely!!!)
• Often feels hungry and/or thirsty despite an adequate food diet
• Extreme cravings for certain types of food or extreme cravings that can not be satisfied with food
• Often feel run down despite an adequate food diet and activity level
• Frequent headaches for no apparent reason
• Does not require very much sleep

Day 12.130

Yesterday I started thinking about things that seriously annoy me… and compiled a list.

I don’t know what it is but something feels so right about lists. Maybe it’s the fact, you’re putting something in order for yourself. Its like making sense out of useless information.

People tend to make lists of Pros and Cons or wish lists or what to do if they’d have a million to spend…But does there always have to be a reason like that for a list?

LIST OF THINGS THAT ANNOY ME (neither ordered nor complete): 

01) not funny people, who laugh at their own jokes

02) when I’m seriously upset being told that I’m just tired

03) the smell of happy meals and other crap on the tube

04) stubbornness

05) falling for the wrong person.

06) people who say ‘Fair enough’ and ‘No worries’

07) and…Its up to you, but…

08) peoples idea of me.  I HATE yellow!!!!!!!!!!

09) fleece jumpers

10) facebook invitations

11) people who ask me my fragrance to buy the same

12) waiting in line, waiting for release dates and waiting for slow people

13) having to change plans

14) not getting something I really want

15) people that walk really slow in front of me

16) people that sing in shops along to the radio when they don’t even know the lyrics

17) predictable story lines – what a waste of time!

18) receiving 12 new SPAM messages

19) cat hair that sticks to your clothes and cats in general

I should think about nice things, things I like, like…

Day 12.129

Day 12.120

Starting all over again. An empty canvas is waiting to be filled.
So far, Mc Donalds ran out of ketchup and I keep forgetting my passwords but I refuse to be negative.  I believe, this year will be awesome, fascinating, incredible, marvelous, prodigious, shocking, stunning, surprising, unbelievable, and wonderful.
Thinking a lot about starting a new career lately...