What is happening? with me? Unable to move. Or to make a decision.Should I Stay or should I Go to this „_“ As the pressure to make a decision increases with the approaching Event so does my paralysis. Watching time Go by. Events pass, something Starting and Ending, Opening and closing without having reichend a decision.
Seeing the gathering of people before my inner eye, the Party started 30 mind ago on the other end of town..Meeting old friends that turned into strangers over the course of time. we didn t meet. Nothing left in Common I m guessing. Afraid of confrontation, Not worth the effort. Somehow Restless…. It does Not feel right, receiving an invitiation and Not turn up. Shouldat least send an apology…an excuse Like ‚my dog ate my clothes‘ or a sudden emergeny..or out of town…Or Fell asleep..instead of just „I can t, as I have to Write my diary and this Morning breakfast table is Not cleaned yet…“ 5 pm
To be continued
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