Day 12724

The last days have been no fun.
I have been fooled by a ticket provider who charged me
about ten times a much as stated on the actual ticket.
My toilet flush has been out of order and no one was capable
to repair it. All this is topped up with an early midlife-crisis.

During the day I hear the Scrubs-tune in my head:
I cant do this all on my own, I’m no superman
(and complete) – Even if I’d like to think so...

The truth is: I got doubts! Doubts in a dozen!

Doubts about what I am going to do with my life.
Doubts that I will ever find somebody to share my life with.
Doubts about almost every decision I make or don't make.

Today I need to think small!
One step at the time.. but which one?